on winter days

The driveway sits under a good foot of snow, with all of this whiteness there's nowhere to go. I've sent home the servants and locked up the Rolls, stoked me a fire and banked up its coals. To make it quite cozy for you me and dog, we'll burn through this pile of kindling and logs, together our spirits shall find their delight, while outside the winter winds howl up a fright. The muskets are loaded, the pantry is full, our feet are enveloped in socks made of wool, we've sackfuls of goodies and liters of gin, to us it's a blessing when we get snowed in.

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pounce & mock

A sickness is taking this country by storm, a banal and petty and worn-out old form, the habit of empty and vacuous speech, the tendency to merely drone on and preach. Worse though is when people make fun of words, with much condescension and fat verbal turds, as soon as another gets her thoughts mixed up, they lash at her honor and shit in her cup. These assholes they sit there and patiently wait, until a close confidant should hesitate, make use of poor idiom or hapless phrase, whereupon these assholes then hound her for days. While quick to add insult they rarely assist, preferring instead to ridicule and hiss, and laugh while their victim just sits there ashamed, her pride much deflated, her competence lamed. So next time one close to you makes a error, please smile politely and then wait for her to finish her sentence before you let fly, with verbiage hateful, abrasive, or sly, for she's not the one standing there like a dunce, her self-esteem battered and shoddy for months, the wounded one is he who has geared his days, toward mocking his fellows and their verbal ways.

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on time left

There are just three weekends, until my reprieve, until I can pack up and get out and leave. Then I'm off to Bali, for surfing and sun, for making new friendships and having some fun, for finding how deeply my root-ball has grown, for life without worry or snowfall or phone. I shall be returning but for just a spell, to make sure my business is holding up well, then into the wild blue yonder I'll go, with songs in my heartstrings and volumes to show for all of my wanderings, travels, and deeds – point me to the action and I'll find the weeds.

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on time off

I took a few days off, to stuff up my head, to hand out some dollars and sleep in a bed, I'm back now and things that I chose to ignore, are lying in piles and heaps on the floor. Aho.

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on the super-sprint

The coldness has hampered, my bicycle's gears, in truth things are worse than I have seen in years. To counter this error, of worn-out old grease, of wires that freeze and dérailleurs that seize, I've sampled and tinkered and finally found, the configuration that gets me around. I call it the super-sprint, because it's fast, allowing me quickly to mount every pass, allowing me also to rush across town, both neighbors and strangers think that I'm a clown. To enter the super-sprint I with care place, the rear-most dérailleur three gears up from low, then adjust the forward gears to climb or race, and scamper and hurry through ice, wind, and snow. The back gears keep skipping, far less than before, at least now I'm not being thrown to the floor, or vexed by a jumping chain while oscar mike, while braving the season of snows on my bike, while riding through blizzard and lasting darkness, feet going like crazy with sweat on my chest. If you pass a bicyclist pedaling hard, then give her some breathing room – more than a yard – then wave to her briefly or give her a nod, for she is a champion chosen by god, to prove to us others that sacrifice counts, that each of us by any means should renounce, the slavery that automobiles demand, the titles and payments that slip from our hands.

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sunshine rainbow thunder

Without stress or strain, time waxes and wanes, in pieces and sometimes complete; a vast Nameless Power, makes drought and rain-shower, sunshine, rainbow, thunder, and sleet. The ride can get bumpy, it goes fast and slow, give in to the chaos and go with the flow, have done now with yearning and foul discontent, if it hasn't happened yet it wasn't meant. A net spans the cosmos, it lets nothing through, we are all ensnared it in – him, me, and you; for us there is nothing, but silence and smiles, we stare like the infant, our gaze goes for miles. The Form it is formless, the Image is null, its edges are rounded, its surface is dull, its boundaries shifting, expanding, and vast, its anchor within us we each find at last.

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on icy mornings

Icy mornings, frigid nights, filled with bright and warming lights, these we cherish, these we seek, wish that they could last for weeks. Gone too quickly, and too soon, now the dishes, pots, and spoons, pile up high and must be cleaned, soon they'll sparkle, glisten, gleam, fetch my apron and the soap, sweep the rug and coil the rope. I'd be overjoyed to host, friends and lovelies, all or most, now and later, any time, I'll bring trees and you bring wine. Come as singles, groups, or pairs, take it slowly up the stairs, then sit down and stay a while, rest your bones and crack a smile. Make it cozy, grab a throw, let your cares and worries go, leave behind your troubled past, love each moment, make it last.

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