14 August 2013

on strong temptations

The urge is great to meet anger with anger, frustration with frustration, pettiness with spite. Many people in my life do this; they seem to expect to be belittled and spoken over, ignored and verbally abused, browbeaten, denigrated, and ridiculed. I am learning once again to breathe deeply before speaking, to pause before responding, to hew to the ancient codes I have studies for the past dozen years, to hold myself to a higher standard than that of the average mortal. All the tools are here before me, now I must but use them. Aho.

mentiri factorem fecit – 場黑麥

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